Loss of a Close Friend

Last night I got a call and was told that a very close and dear friend has died. I was in shocked and suffering all through the night. Withdrawal only tortured me more. The mental anguish was unrelenting.  Needless to say I was very unprepared for all of this and I am just a pile of mess,  sitting in the corner.  I had zero sleep yesterday so have been awake for over 24 hours. last night every time I tried to sleep I kept seeing my friends face or remembering something he always said.

At about 7:00am this morning I actually called my Mother because I was kinda of hysterical with being tired and hurting.

I can't really report any side effects because I am feeling so much grief right now.