Sleeping is hard and I still have some muscle aches. I am expecting them to be gone in an "all of a sudden" way, Some times I look at my taper sheet with dread seeing as I have a long way to go. Speeding things up will only hurt me more. I can see how people just off of the pill but too many get burnt by those wicked withdrawals. Mine are not too bad, but having them every three weeks is not easy. You start to feel good only go have to do it again.
What I think about sometimes is all those people that are going to be going through this, but at this very moment they have no idea yet, because they were never told and right now as I type this they are talking their pill and going on with their day unaware that this is going to happen to them. They have yet to feel the pain, anger (feeling of betrayal on some level) and fear. In my case the withdrawal and all that it entails is far worse then anything I went through to take the antidepressant.
It is like knowing people are blindly running towards a cliff and nothing I can say is going to stop what is about to happen.
Too Dazed
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