Feeling Better

Whoah! That was freaking awful! But I have improved since stopping the Now "Super Cortisol Support" And I have made a pledge to myself to not explore any supplement again!

I can't even describe what that was like, I even thought about calling someone and could not figure out how to use the phone or remember a number! I felt like I was in my body but someone else was operating it, I did feel sorrow, despair and extreme fear. I can't even remember big chunks of time. So I handed over my medications to my family with instructions to only give me my daily planned doses. I guess I wanted to make sure this was not going to happen again but if it did that since I didn't knwo what I was doing, I was afraid I might take too many pills or something.

The next day I felt better, no fear or sorrow but my head felt like a hooked ripped through my brain and my head felt like it was in a vice. Today I am exhausted.

I think if anyone came up to me today to tell me antidepressants were a good thing I would punch them in the face! .... I guess I feel angry today!

So it seems as if everything is calming down so there I will not be any delay in the next taper, I am still keeping at 4 weeks which has been easier for me compared to 3 weeks.

I was reading in the news that the US is facing shortage of drugs and that the US government might step in and start stock piling.. can you imagine if they ever run out of antidepressants? But you know they won't because the drug companies are making zillions of dollars off our suffering.

Too Dazed