Getting back to "Normal" Check Point @ 5.9mg

Well I am feeling back to normal, well as normal as I can feel in withdrawal. I wanted to go over what is different at 5.9mg, at least so far.

1. My emotions seem to be coming back. I can feel them and feel them deeper. Not negative emotions but I am starting to feel more and "feel" more human. I have more positive feeling and goals that I do not doubt myself. I want to try harder and have more faith in myself.

2. I can now comfort myself. I don't need to run to the phone and call up friends or family with every little crisis. I can take care of myself and comfort myself.

3. I have no cravings. I don't crave anything .. not coffee, carbs or anything.

4. I love exercise. I have never loved exercise and have always felt it as a punishment. But now I look forward to it and I feel so much better. I can feel my core getting stronger. Exercise is my time and I enjoy it from beginning to end.

5. I finish projects, in fact I have more interest in projects.

6. I care more about myself and my friends. I seem to be having happier times with my friends and family, I am enjoying myself more.

Gee I wonder if it will actually get better than this? Of coarse this does not include the small windows of tapering days.

Too Dazed